illuminated thoughts

This song is so beauiful and mellow. Just thought I share it wih you!

So I have been giving little tarot readingsto a few of my online friends just so that I can practice using them. It's so funy because it's kind of easy to read for strangers,but when it comes to reading myself I get so confused....lol. I bought 2 new tarot decks called The New Vision Tarot and The Vanessa Tarot! Both great cards I might say. If anyone would like a mini 3 card reading leave me a message!

Show us your New Year's Resolution.

Well, I have a few things I need to do this year,but I'll only name one...hehe. I desperately need to get my writing on.Seriously, I need to because if I want this to be my lively hood.... I have to get a move on. So In 2008 I really want to write more and get the creative juices flowing so that I can prove to myself that I can do it. Writing makes perfect right? or Practice makes perfect is more correct!

wishing everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!! May 2008 be a great one and that you may continue to be blessed!

(Just a note that this has not been edited. I wrote it off the cuff.)

Letting Go

When letting go proves to be hard to do.
When letting go is something you can not do.
Let it all fade to the back of your mind
Let it all go rushing out from your body.
All that pain you hold in your heart, release it and
set t free.

You hold on to a past that is no longer there, for fear of
not having anything to hold on to.
Dwelling in the past will not save you from youurself.
It will only make you heavy unable to move on.

Step out of the shadows of yourself and ask the higher ups
for forgiveness because holding on to old wounds is never the answer.

So, yesterday I found out that I have one more class to take which keeps me at school for another Quarter. Ahhh!
It's not so bad I guess,but my heart was set on December (my original date to leave school). It is still an early graduation.

It's funny how that fall feeling creeps into your senses. It can make you smile and think about the holidays soon to come. I was walking to the bus stop on my way to class a week ago and I couldn't help,but feel all giddy inside. Fall always does this to me. I love the crisp air and that feeling of something on the verge of happening. In December, I will be done with school (lords willing). All depends on my determination to get serious when studying is involved. I will keep my mind focused and full of positivity.

Before I sign off, I leave you with this song which is my fave All Saints song "Black Coffee". Enjoy!

I am excited to say that my finals are over. This quarter has been a hectic one,but all the same a pretty good one. I am taking only one class next quarter and after that, I will be done with school totally!!!  have to know what I am going to be doing post college.

am sitting here watching Saved By The Bell and wondering what happened to all the teen shows on network v!! I know that I am in no way a teen anymore,but I love those kinds of shows. You may ask what about the OC or One Tree Hill? I have to admit that I have not viewed these shows so i can not form an opinion of them. I love the shows on the N which I find reminiscent of TNBC back in the 90's. I loved waking up on Saturday morning and watching the TNBC lineup : Save By The Bell, California Dreams, One World, City Guys and Hang Time. Those were my shows to watch. Anyone remember Saturday Morning Videos? Or Friday Night Videos too! I use to also watch Pump It Up with Dee Barnes a show that aired hip hop videos. Kids In The Hall was another show I would catch on CBS. I sometimes get caught up in looking back,but it is nice to reflect from time to time.

I have been a Robyn fan since 1997 and have since then followed her musical career. Although her stuff hasn't been available here in the states, It is nice to know that she is still getting her music out there.

Robyn

Robyn